Zoe has always been practical
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Big honking spoiler for the movie 'Serenity'.
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Author's Note:
Firefly and Serenity are both the creations of Joss Wheedon. I claim no rights to them or the characters who drive them forward.
Zoe has always been practical. It's partly why she stays with Mal.
After the war, and internment, work was scarce for those who'd been on
the losing side. "Stick with me," Mal says, "and I'll find you work."
So she falls in.
She doesn't even have to retrain. He gives her orders. She can follow
orders. He tells her to shoot. She can shoot, things or people, makes
not that much difference to her mind these days. It's all trouble
anyway. Mal, God bless him, finds trouble even where there isn't. He
needs someone to keep him in check, to remind him to be practical once
in a while, or he's liable to let his ideals override his good sense.
Or maybe it's his need for excitement that causes all the fun. Either
way, he needs a partner, literally, in crime.
Staying off core planets, is just plain common sense. She has a record.
They don't like her there, which doesn't bother her much, because she
doesn't like them anymore either, with all their gloss and glass.
Life's too short by far, to spend it all being told what to do by
people who've never walked in your mud encrusted shoes. And if she
can't stomach playing by their rules, then it's a matter of
practicality not to go there. Put up or shut up, as her Father used to
say.
Wash. Now, practicality was the reason Wash bothered her so much, to
start with. The trouble she'd sensed wasn't from him, it was from
within herself. That much emotion tends to cloud your judgement. Just
look at Mal and Inara. Looking back, she couldn't be sure she'd never
made a bad call on account of being distracted by Wash. Sometimes he'd
kissed the nape of her neck, and the hair at the base of her skull
would charge up with static electricity. Hard to pay attention to your
duty when your hair is standing on end.
Her hair is always tame these days, but she is still a woman, and women
the Verse over have needs, just like men. It's not practical to ignore
them, because they tend to sneak up on you and make you irritable. Just
look at Mal and... well, just look at Mal. There aren't too many choices
out here in The Black. She doesn't want to end up jumpy and trigger
happy on account of needs, so she has to be practical, now that Wash is
gone.
"Same time next week?" His words muffle slightly as he pulls his top over his head.
"Better make it a few days later. Don't want to give them a pattern to work out."
He pauses in his efforts and squints at her. "Hell, they won't figure it out. And even if they do, won't care none."
"Even so."
He nods, watching as she brushes her hair with her hands to make sure
it's in order. She leans her head against the door to listen for
footfalls in the corridor, but there are none, so she pushes against
the bamboo frame and slides it open, then makes her way to the cargo
hold to help Kaylee out, like she'd promised.
They've probably all worked it out anyway and are being discreet for
her sake. Still she has no fear that he'll tell. She has a sneaky
suspicion that he respects her, for all his bluster. They have more in
common than she cares to admit. And he does get something out of it
too. Like her, Jayne is nothing if not pragmatic.
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